Post by Xavi Faqua on Oct 26, 2012 23:21:16 GMT -5
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• WAKE FROM YOUR SLEEP
THE DRYING OF YOUR TEARS •
» Xavi Faqua ,
"What am I? Why, I am whatever you want me to be. If you'd like, I might even choose to be...more than you'll want me to be."
• BREATHE, KEEP BREATHING
DON’T LOSE YOUR NERVE •
NAMEGENDER
Xavi Faqua
[Also will answer to Yuki Akihiro]AGE
Male [But appears to look female]SEXUALITY
16RACE
GayOCCUPATION
Human
Actor ["Actress"]/Thief
• SING US A SONG
A SONG TO KEEP US WARM •
A SONG TO KEEP US WARM •
PERSONALITYWEAPONS
Xavi is a young boy who just sees being feminine as being more beneficial to getting what he wants. He seems somewhat vain when it comes to certain aspects of his appearence, but most of all his hair. He's very touchy when it comes around to his hair (unless you are an attractive man, then he'll think about it.)
It's not just about his feminity though. On the flip, he is actually a very serious boy who dislikes those who don't give aid to those with less. Though he himself usually makes money through performing and...other means, he tries to help those around him instead of himself.
He has a lot of resentment toward the fickleness and "weakness" of women. He dislikes submissiveness and practices "false submissiveness" to get what he wants. He is actually very independent and strong willed and will usually use "weakness" as manipulation instead of for other means.
Xavi usually only fights because he has to, though he views wonton fighting without the promise of profit to be uncouth. That doesn't mean that he can't fight though so he should not be underestimated.
This is not to say that he is without fault however. He has a short temper and will either flare out or act out if he feels upset or vexed. There will be moments where he'll downright disappear just because he wants to be alone. He will usually talk down at women because of his view of them believing that they are weaker than they really truly are.
The childish, mischievous smile he usually wears is nothing more than a mask to hide the pain and anger that he carries with himself.ABILITIES
2 Sets of Warfans
-One set of 2 iron tessen (which he will use also for performing and entertaining)
-One set of 2 sharp metal bladed Tessen [Blades are hidden until the fan is opened] (used more for fighting though both sets can be used)
-A Sets of 6 Shuriken Darts
-A Pair of SaiLIKES
Tessenjutsu (The art of fighting with War Fans)
Almost Ninja-like reflexes and speed
Pretty decent with just taking loose money/valuables off of one's person
Pretty Decent at singing and dancing and performing.DISLIKES
-Elegance
-Dancing and Performing
-Men (Primarily Decent Men)
-Tea and Sake
-Relaxing in the Hot Spring (One of the times that he'll let himself go as a man, usally going to these in a traditional male kimono and hakama.)HISTORY
-The feeling that women have to be "weak and obedient"/Women who don't think for themselves.
-The "ugliness" of Human Beings
-The willingness to sell out your fellow man
-His mother, His Former Wife and his Former Father-In-Law
-Pretty Men Telling Him No (Though he's usually accepting of it, albeit usually begrudgingly)
-Bullies who will not reach out to help those in more need than themselves
Xavi was born into a family of Ninja and began his training from early childhood. A sweet child, he seemed to show promise within the family and they knew that the boy would be great and useful and bring great honor to them.
Xavi grew more and more proficient and he started taking small missions on from the age of 10 years old. The boy seemed to be blossoming well. His father, realizing that his son was growing his hair out, decided that Xavi, was was 12 years old, would also make a good spy by playing a more feminine role. He had someone teach him how to wear and walk around in a woman's heavy kimono and how to be prim and proper. Xavi actually took great enjoyment in this and felt himself attatching to the feminine more than the masculine.
His mother, Shizuko, did not approve of this however. She talked to another family and set up her son to be married to the daughter of one of her close friends. She thought that maybe pawning her son off on a noble family would get him away from his father's pushing him into the feminine and the eventual acts that she knew would dishonor her family.
Xavi was married to Yoko Yoshihana when he was only 13 years old. This seemed to put a damper on his father, Hiroshi's plans to groom him to be the best ninja he could be. With him in the care of the Yoshihana family, Xavi was now nobility and not at home with his parents.
Living in the Yoshihana household, Xavi was trained, taught, and groomed to seem like a proper young man but this caused him to act out in a very reclusive and cold way. He did not love Yoko and yearned to get back to the life of killing and sabotage and spying that he had grown up on. Yoko did not feel the same way, however. She was much older than Xavi and was ready to settle down. Her father told her to get Xavi to give him grandchildren already and pushed her and pushed her, to which she complied with no questions or regard to how her husband might feel.
Over the next year, Yoko continued to solicit Xavi for the consummation she believed she deserved, but the 14 year old refused. Just because she was an adult did not mean that he had to be one too. The boy began to act cruel and rebellious. He would constantly speak crudely to and about the family and even to his own wife, even calling her out for not being able to think for herself.
However, the 14 year old was also hiding another secret. He liked men because of the mistreatment that the women in his life had given him. He would sneak out at night, usually in a simple kimono, and just go and meet men and even let them have their way with him. This sealed the young man's opinion on what he really wanted. Why go through all the idiocy of having children that he wouldn't love nor would be loved by "Shoujo no Otosan" (Daddy's Little Girl). She was too weak to deserve happiness anyway. If she wanted to obey her father so bad, why didn't they just marry.
Eventually at the age of 15, he fully rebelled. He ran away from the Yoshihana household and ran back home, eventually meeting with his father. Hiroshi helped the boy acquire a few weapons, knowing that he would know when and how to use them. He also grabbed him clothing, basic food and supplies and what funds he could hide from Shizuko. In the dead of night, the boy bid farewell to his father and set out into the depths of their bustling town, never to return home.
The boy took up acting as a means to make money and to also embrace the skills he had learned from his Father. He used the name Yuki Akihiro as a name to get around and meet and get better acquainted with the guys around his general area. On the side, he also took up thievery, usually taking valuables and money while the men were drunk on tons of Sake. He would usually give some of this to whoever he found in need of it and keep some for himself.
The boy, as much as he yearned to continue his training under his father, never would return home. Instead, he embraced his freedom and decided that it was what he had wanted all along. Free from the shackles that life had tried to place upon him, he wanders the city, ready to seduce and steal from those he sees fit to deal with himself.
• NOW WE ARE ONE
IN EVERLASTING PEACE •
IN EVERLASTING PEACE •
YOUR NAME/ALIASHOW YOU FOUND US
Reo KiomePASSWORD
Through XinCUSTOM TITLE
Cocoa Beans!SAMPLE RP
Beautiful but Deadly
Diddy nodded and just continued to listen to the questioning. It all seemed to be going well and they weren't going to have to worry... Until she noticed the odd shift in behavior and conversation. Why was Chris telling her the information... She could use it against them later... She let out a whine, starting to get up. Wormmon noticed and started over toward his Tamer. Her breathing started to quicken again. What in the name of Ebonwumon were they agreeing on?
"My mind was right all along..." She muttered, choking back a bit of frustration and anger. She felt a weird tendril begin to pet her. She glanced at Chrysalimon and tried to reach for him before just moving and grabbing the tendril, stroking it.
I'm sorry. Just give me a moment Chrysalimon. I just need time to think." She told him before going toward Wormmon, picking him up.
"I-I'm sorry, I...just...need...time to...think." She said out loud before taking off, beginning to look for the nearest alleyway or just abandoned area she could duck off into. Once she felt that she was far enough away, she put her bag aside and sat on the ground, shaking.
"What's wrong Diddy? Is it because he's trying to gain som-..."
"He's trying to get help from someone that I do not trust Wormmon. She has done nothing to warrant me to give her any ounce of trust from what little I do have."
"Diddy, there are things about him you don't know."
"Like? Start talking Wormmon. I'm all ears.
"He mentioned something about "troubles". Personal demons and the like. He needs to focus on something to keep him stable. He might be trying to use her to do that."
"......Then he can use her for that... What does he need pathetic little me for? I'm a coward who can't stand pressure. I don't want to be around people because I'm scared of what they'll do to me when they realize that I'm weak. I can't trust someone who hasn't shown that they are trustworthy. I-I-I.... ..."
"Diddy, I am a coward too and yet I still go out there because one of us has to be strong."
"He's just going to leave Wormmon. He has her and she is much stronger than I will ever be." She stopped, choking back tears now. "It's not like I've grown accustomed to their company or anything. I work better alone."
"It's not like you to lie to yourself. You always look behind you to check to see if he's there because he trails behind while Keramon is stuck to you and I like glue. Look at you, you're a mess because something has you afraid that you are pathetic and useless. This is all part of growing up and you will learn with time. Now cheer up and go back out there. You won't get far if you don't just give her a chance too."
"B-But..." She held Wormmon and just let go of her emotions. She really was scared that the only person that she had ever thought of putting any amount of trust in was just going to abandon her. She just let out a scream, hit her hands against the ground before breathing heavily.
"M-maybe I should just help him get over his problems. Maybe in doing so, I can get over my petty issues." Wormmon smiled, happy that she came to some sort of self-compromise.
"Now come on..."
"Just...let me sit...here and catch my breath." She told the worm, placing her hand on her chest to try and place herself into a state of temporary zen. "I'm just being childish... I wouldn't be surprised it they did just leave me here..." She muttered before shaking her head again. "Stop being stupid Diddy, you're probably just overreacting... again..."